explanations

Well, I guess it explains the sudden end of communications we had there for a while.

Bejamin was able to tell me why I feel partially responsible.
He pointed out that, having once been her guy and planning to marry her, I was accustomed to protecting her. Which is true; looking back, I tried my best to protect her from George, and countless other creeps that hit on her. I got real frustrated while I was in Italy because I could NOT protect her from so far away.
So it was only natural to want to protect her.

But, he points out, I could not have protected her from this. So, it is not my fault.

I guess that's all I've got tonite.