You know what? I have been thinking. Yeah yeah, I took some pain killer afterward. So now that the pain is gone from my weak mind muscles, I can tell ya what I think.
I think that I am struggling with friendship again. NOT with girls... that's a different story. Just guy friends. But I think that some people... aren't worth worrying over. SOME ARE, no doubt. But others, they're just going to be acquaintances... for the rest of life. And they're cool with that. Or less.

My Michigander bus driver once taught me, "Randy, the bigger the body, the dumber the brain. Don't worry that you're a skinny kid. It's NOT a handicap."
Mrs. Whitehead, you're turning out to be right... now if only I could point that out to da ladies...


Today is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw it back to you.
By now, you should've somehow realized what you gotta do.
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do
About you now.

Back beat, the word is on the street that the fire in your heart is out.
I'm sure, you've heard it all before, but you never really had a doubt.
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now.

And all the roads we have to walk are winding.
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding.
There are many things that I would like to say to you,
But I don't know how.
Because maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me.
And after all- you're my wonderwall!

Thanks, Oasis.